Today started after a very difficult night. Nights are often filled with demons. Lately I sleep with all the lights and TV on. Last night nothing helped. Sometimes, especially at night,the world looks dark, unjust, and unforgiving. The demons took over. The demons try to destroy me by telling me lies. They try to make me believe that I am worth nothing. The demons try to make my mistakes a life sentence.
This morning I decided I could not let the demons destroy me. These demons do not belong to me. These demons are the people that want to hurt me and my children. I will not, I cannot let them win. My humanness and failings do not convict. They are merely opportunities to learn and to fix and not only survive, but thrive.
So this morning, I decided today was only about rest and serenity. And, so far, it's worked. Today, I even felt like dancing and dance, I did. I let the gentleness and the spirit flow within me. It wasn't difficult. It wasn't anything but goodness and love. I read once that the only way to be victorious over evil is to allow it to be absorbed into love.
It's that time, and I'm going to bed. Good night to everyone I love. Sleep well. We will win. Love.
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